Hmmmm. There's this latest "note thingy" goin ard in FB ... the rules goes like dis...
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you! Or maybe I just want to annoy the hell out of you.
1) Everytime i go to the beach.. no matter wat condition... I need to get wet...
2) I am very short tempered... Not many ppl know this....
3) I am a spendthrift... Mostly on others...
4) I was with the Navy as a combat spec...
5) I cry easily... Irritating but true...
6) I am a slasher... Hopefully no more :))
7) I have a total of 7 tattoos on my body...
8) I hated my childhood...
9) I have a hami... used to be known as Danny now known as Chloe :))
10)I had to give up my pet dog Joshua to SPCA... One of the saddest moments of my life...
11)When i was young, I wanted to be a lawyer...
12)I was a very rebellious child... Always running away from home... Still a rebel.. Toned down thou...
13)I have a birthmark... :)) One that i dun show :P
14)I am very self conscious ... Really la...
15)I totally value frenship.... Hurts when it is not reciprocated...
16)I am very worried abt my future....
17)I have nvr had a best fren !! :)
18)I hate cockroaches and all creepy crawlies... I can even cry at the sight of them...
19)I love Ava Enna Song... becos of her...
20)I have done some very "bad" things in my teens... :P
Hmmmm.... was tat random enuf??
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Long overdue !! :)
All rite... Mr Eshwar reminded me that I have not been really blogging ... So here I am ..
Ok I think goin thru each day is gonna be a bit tiresome... So i am gonna just tok abt stuff that come into my twisted little brain...
It has been a week since my last blog... Let's see what has happened... I have come back to work from leave.. Work from 7 - 9 Jan was tough cos i was away so long and there are so many projects that i need to head... I was called and told that i need to be more firm towards my colleagues and push to get work sorted out and buck up... But How am i to even concentrate on my work when i have to handle so much of other stuff too.. Brought it up and was asked to delegate those tasks out... Ahem... To who ah?? Dunno.. then how?? Haizzz...
On fri nite, Some of us from Braddell Pri Sch had a small gathering... It was fun meeting up with them... And as usual ended up at Chaks :) But this is gonna be (sup) the last clubbing outing for at least the next 2 mths !! hahaha.. we'll seee...
Also over the weekend i headed down to the 1st Singapore Tattoo Show held at Expo... Since my dear Prem and Wesly played me out... I last min manda kaluvuraen Jo to bring me.. hahahaha.. Poor guy didn't see it coming.. But i was not so bad.. I paid the entry charge for him alstho he said no... See i still have a bit of manasaatchi ...
The Show itself was awesome.. altho i wasn't there like for long.. i enjoyed every moment of it.. Jo kept saying i looked like a kid in disneyland.. :)) hehehehe...
On Sunday nite, i got very upset... There were words exchanged bet myself and siva.. I felt that
1) He totally doesn't hv any sort of feelings for me - Ok can handle cos i also dun love him anymore...
2) He insists that i am a bitch and a slut - Hmmm... shd i be upset... I mean many ppl tell me i shd not bother... But I basically know Siv from the age of 15... He practically raised me.. He knows my darkest secrets.. but to use those against me, stuff that i had no power to stop.. makes me wonder abt the guy i slept with, lived with, laughed with and basically lived with for 7 years...
3) he said that i will nvr have a happy life - Hmm.. a curse?? Right!! Ok let's evaluate... I have my kids... you have visitation rights.. I have a proper job.. You are still finding something stable... The only thing you hv above me right now.. Is parental support... But how can i have that when you have poisoned my parents' minds against me?? But to think back.. If my parents' can be poisoned by wat u said.. How much do i mean to them then?? Well my dad is one of those who called me a Slut anyway so....
So i was pretty upset over the above and a bit more the whole of Monday and up till Tuesday aftn... But then realized.. Y shd i be upset over wat he says... So he thinks i can't make it.. then prove that you can... Make him regret the day when he pushed you away !!.. But more than all tat... If i break down, what example am i setting to my very impressionable kids... So i decided.. heck it.. I will live my life... The way i deem fit.. The only ppl i will bother abt will be my kids, sis and some close frens... Cos these ppl care... And so since then, I have been ok.. Been concentrating on work.. Finishing up stuff.. organising... Life's looking good again.. Not gonna say that i will nvr feel down again.. but for now.. I am fine !!
Ok I think goin thru each day is gonna be a bit tiresome... So i am gonna just tok abt stuff that come into my twisted little brain...
It has been a week since my last blog... Let's see what has happened... I have come back to work from leave.. Work from 7 - 9 Jan was tough cos i was away so long and there are so many projects that i need to head... I was called and told that i need to be more firm towards my colleagues and push to get work sorted out and buck up... But How am i to even concentrate on my work when i have to handle so much of other stuff too.. Brought it up and was asked to delegate those tasks out... Ahem... To who ah?? Dunno.. then how?? Haizzz...
On fri nite, Some of us from Braddell Pri Sch had a small gathering... It was fun meeting up with them... And as usual ended up at Chaks :) But this is gonna be (sup) the last clubbing outing for at least the next 2 mths !! hahaha.. we'll seee...
Also over the weekend i headed down to the 1st Singapore Tattoo Show held at Expo... Since my dear Prem and Wesly played me out... I last min manda kaluvuraen Jo to bring me.. hahahaha.. Poor guy didn't see it coming.. But i was not so bad.. I paid the entry charge for him alstho he said no... See i still have a bit of manasaatchi ...
The Show itself was awesome.. altho i wasn't there like for long.. i enjoyed every moment of it.. Jo kept saying i looked like a kid in disneyland.. :)) hehehehe...
On Sunday nite, i got very upset... There were words exchanged bet myself and siva.. I felt that
1) He totally doesn't hv any sort of feelings for me - Ok can handle cos i also dun love him anymore...
2) He insists that i am a bitch and a slut - Hmmm... shd i be upset... I mean many ppl tell me i shd not bother... But I basically know Siv from the age of 15... He practically raised me.. He knows my darkest secrets.. but to use those against me, stuff that i had no power to stop.. makes me wonder abt the guy i slept with, lived with, laughed with and basically lived with for 7 years...
3) he said that i will nvr have a happy life - Hmm.. a curse?? Right!! Ok let's evaluate... I have my kids... you have visitation rights.. I have a proper job.. You are still finding something stable... The only thing you hv above me right now.. Is parental support... But how can i have that when you have poisoned my parents' minds against me?? But to think back.. If my parents' can be poisoned by wat u said.. How much do i mean to them then?? Well my dad is one of those who called me a Slut anyway so....
So i was pretty upset over the above and a bit more the whole of Monday and up till Tuesday aftn... But then realized.. Y shd i be upset over wat he says... So he thinks i can't make it.. then prove that you can... Make him regret the day when he pushed you away !!.. But more than all tat... If i break down, what example am i setting to my very impressionable kids... So i decided.. heck it.. I will live my life... The way i deem fit.. The only ppl i will bother abt will be my kids, sis and some close frens... Cos these ppl care... And so since then, I have been ok.. Been concentrating on work.. Finishing up stuff.. organising... Life's looking good again.. Not gonna say that i will nvr feel down again.. but for now.. I am fine !!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
2009
Hmmm... Been some time since i updated my blog... Not to say i have been very busy... more like lazy but hey... I am on leave man...
Ok ... Let's see how the year started out for me.... Didn't feel like clubbing or drinking on th eve as i didn't wanna welcome the new year drunk or out of ctrl in any way... So it was just sup to be and de kids at hm... But my kids, being my kids... slept at 10pm :( And there i was just on the net and watching TV when a old fren called to wish Happy NY.. when he realized i am just alone, he was sweet enuf to say that he will bring me out for a ride before goin out... So there i was at the stroke of MN, cruising SLE at the speed at 180 kmph.... God what a rush... !! Thanks Wesly...
And then on the day of NY, i spend a quiet n relazing day at home... preparing stuff for Ivy's school the next day... And on 2nd... was Ivy's first day at school... My baby is growing up fast .. She adapted to school very fast and easily... I was really proud seeeing how independant she was compared to some kids who were crying and clinging to their parents... WAY TO GO IVY!!
So then we come to the Weekend of NY 3rd of Jan.... This was Rey's B'day party celebs... We had a surprise dinner for Rey at Marina Square's Secret Recipe's... I dunno if Rey was really surprised cos i think Kanzy kinda gave it away by rushing her... But she too no choice la... They came like super late lor... But afte that we headed to Jeanz for a nite of clubbing and followed by Celebrity's... Hmm... the whole nite finished on 4th Jan 2009 at abt 6am... I headed to ECP to meet some frens but ended up getting pissed off with some ppl's attitudes and so headed back home , slept like 2 hours... Went to Premu's place at 2pm... to get tattoo done.. Oh before that.... Sunday (4th Jan 2009) is also the day that Siva moved out to his mom's place.... and brought the kids along to visit his mom... So from practically 1pm till 9pm i was home alone... with my helper of cos... So at 2 went to premu place... did tatt (And the tat is so freaking sweet) came back by 5pm and lazed till kids came back.... Dunno if it was the tatt... or the fact that i felt lonely... that i did not manage to get a proper nite's sleep... haizzzz... shd be getting used to it...
5th Jan 2009... was spent sending Ivy to school.. goin back for her recess... dropping by the office to do my appraisal... meeting Mi at tekka for some shopping and makan (I fulfilled my crave for Mee Goreng) and finally a movie (Yes Man) at Bishan...
6th Jan 2009, which is today has been so far spent... sending ivy to school.. Getting my man / pedi done (back to work tom), picking Ice up from school later and hopefully catching a movie later with Ravi... We'll see how that plan works out..
Till I write again....
P.S: I ahve not smoked for precisely ...5 days, 5 hours, 39 minutes, 53 seconds.. which translates to 68 sticks :))
Ok ... Let's see how the year started out for me.... Didn't feel like clubbing or drinking on th eve as i didn't wanna welcome the new year drunk or out of ctrl in any way... So it was just sup to be and de kids at hm... But my kids, being my kids... slept at 10pm :( And there i was just on the net and watching TV when a old fren called to wish Happy NY.. when he realized i am just alone, he was sweet enuf to say that he will bring me out for a ride before goin out... So there i was at the stroke of MN, cruising SLE at the speed at 180 kmph.... God what a rush... !! Thanks Wesly...
And then on the day of NY, i spend a quiet n relazing day at home... preparing stuff for Ivy's school the next day... And on 2nd... was Ivy's first day at school... My baby is growing up fast .. She adapted to school very fast and easily... I was really proud seeeing how independant she was compared to some kids who were crying and clinging to their parents... WAY TO GO IVY!!
So then we come to the Weekend of NY 3rd of Jan.... This was Rey's B'day party celebs... We had a surprise dinner for Rey at Marina Square's Secret Recipe's... I dunno if Rey was really surprised cos i think Kanzy kinda gave it away by rushing her... But she too no choice la... They came like super late lor... But afte that we headed to Jeanz for a nite of clubbing and followed by Celebrity's... Hmm... the whole nite finished on 4th Jan 2009 at abt 6am... I headed to ECP to meet some frens but ended up getting pissed off with some ppl's attitudes and so headed back home , slept like 2 hours... Went to Premu's place at 2pm... to get tattoo done.. Oh before that.... Sunday (4th Jan 2009) is also the day that Siva moved out to his mom's place.... and brought the kids along to visit his mom... So from practically 1pm till 9pm i was home alone... with my helper of cos... So at 2 went to premu place... did tatt (And the tat is so freaking sweet) came back by 5pm and lazed till kids came back.... Dunno if it was the tatt... or the fact that i felt lonely... that i did not manage to get a proper nite's sleep... haizzzz... shd be getting used to it...
5th Jan 2009... was spent sending Ivy to school.. goin back for her recess... dropping by the office to do my appraisal... meeting Mi at tekka for some shopping and makan (I fulfilled my crave for Mee Goreng) and finally a movie (Yes Man) at Bishan...
6th Jan 2009, which is today has been so far spent... sending ivy to school.. Getting my man / pedi done (back to work tom), picking Ice up from school later and hopefully catching a movie later with Ravi... We'll see how that plan works out..
Till I write again....
P.S: I ahve not smoked for precisely ...5 days, 5 hours, 39 minutes, 53 seconds.. which translates to 68 sticks :))
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