Loving Life..

I am starting work at a new place on Monday... The confirmation came thru and so my wish was fulfilled....

My mind is finally clear and I know now that i wanna spend the rest of my remaining life with my kids and him.. :)) Nothing's gonna change that...

I love being in love... And he is the one who makes that happen for me..

I am not easy to love... But he makes it seem so effortless that i begin to think that i do deserve it after all...

I am a Princess in his eyes and that makesme feel like one too...

:))

Siragugal...

I dun have any thots, as i type this post... While my cursor was blinking at the title... I was wondering what to type.. And the first thing at came to my mind was.... Siragugal (Wings).. Y? I dunno... I know i am in love with the song... but i was thinking more of freedom, wings to fly... to soar as i typed the title...

I wanna thank Mr Maddy, who posted a comment in my previous post... Thanks for reading and for the confidence you have in me even thou u dunno me... Appreciate it !!

Hoping for some good news soon... Praying for confirmation for my job ...

Matters of the heart ned to take a back stand for a bit :)

After A While

It has been some time now hasn't it?? I remember when i started this blog, i was so determined to maintain it... to write al my thots down, to preserve them... What happened... Life... I lost track of who I was... being busy trying to be someone else's better half...

Well, that is all gone now... At least I hope it is... It will nvr really be over till I am in my grave... But what to do, I am human still...

So many things have gone rite and wrong in my life... But all that happened, are life's teachings... Teachings that you can be beta.. And i will be...

20th November 2009 - Will never be repeated in my life again... I will not be this vulnerable ever again...

I am not gonna write wat happened... cos it will not be something i will ever forget... My mistakes? Maybe... His? Definitely.. Cos he was the one who said No matter wat happens, i will never leave your side... Never leave you alone...

I am alone now... But not for long... I will be the old Rathika soon enuf... The one who could look you into your eye and tell you to take a hike...

I will be .... Soon.....